I pause to tell my stories
While others have barely finished theirs.
I realize no one wants to hear my stories.
It is the telling of their’s which they find so intriguing.
I love my stories, the make up of my life
And now when I am older, I have no burning need to tell them, as young I once did.
As I listen to the stories of others younger than I
My stories sit inside me and give me comfort
When my kids were young, and I worried so about them and relished the nighttime when they all were asleep in their beds
When I bought my first house and had no idea what I was getting into
When a boyfriend gave me a spectacular present.
When I missed my mother so much I could hardly breathe..and finally I got used to her absence.